This Baby’s Birthday Has Been Decided

The end is in sight! That’s right, this baby’s eviction notice has been posted, and the induction date has been set for next week. A little earlier than I expected, so I am trying not to freak out, but it certainly will be a relief not to be pregnant anymore.

Get the pleasure of weekly non-stress tests until the end of this pregnancy. Lucky me.

Get the pleasure of weekly non-stress tests until the end of this pregnancy. Lucky me.

In this pregnancy, just like my previous two, I have been “blessed” with Gestational Diabetes again (thank you obesity and genetics!). The GD diagnosis sort-of puts me in the “high risk” pregnancy category. Now say “sort-of” because all of my pregnancies have been relatively uneventful, the blood sugars have stayed relatively in control when I behave on the diet, and babies have remained safe and healthy (and not giant babies which they always warn you). With GD, along with being on the special diet, I get a few extra growth ultrasounds and weekly NSTs in the remaining weeks of pregnancy. And this time, because I had start on insulin a couple weeks ago, I get a few extra visits with the Perinatologist sprinkled in.

So last week, much to my surprise, after my first appointment with Dr. Doom & Gloom (the Perinatologist), midwife wanted to talk induction date. Parts of the baby were looking slightly large on the latest growth ultrasound, though still only 68th percentile. And because I am on insulin during this bout of GD (first time I’ve ever had to do that) they felt more comfortable for me to have this baby between 38 and 39 weeks. So that brings us to next week.

Am I ready? Yes and no.

Yes, I am totally over being pregnant, tired of having to diet, and tired of body being in pain from the waist down all the time. So I can’t wait to just not be pregnant anymore. Not to mention, we finally get to meet this baby and introduce them to our family.

On the other hand, I don’t feel quite ready because my to-do list seems like a mile long, there is always a mess to clean up (thanks to my 2 busy boys), always more de-cluttering to do, and I don’t feel like I’ve quite mentally ready and fully practiced in all of my hypnobabies techniques to get ready for this birth (a whole post for a different day).  Oh, and then there’s the fact that, OMG, I’M ABOUT TO GO FROM BEING A MOM OF 2 TO A MOM OF 3… two of which are under the age of 2! Freaking out just a little bit.

So ready or not, here it comes. By this time next week, we will be snuggling our new baby at home. Thank goodness we will have great support from our families (my awesome mom is coming!) and with their help I should make it through the next few weeks with some sanity.

Nearing the End of Pregnancy Already? Eeek!

32-Weeks-babe3It’s a little hard to believe that I am 32 weeks pregnant already and will have this new baby in my arms in less than 2 months. Since this is most certainly going to be my last pregnancy ever, so I am trying to savor and remember those little baby kicks from the inside, the endless little hiccups, and the jabs at the bladder. It’s lovely, it’s tender, but I’m glad we are almost over. In fact, I think I was “over it” starting a few weeks ago (though not ready for this baby to be here quite yet).

Last time I talked here about pregnancy, I was whining about what seemed like the never ending woes of first trimester. I was not feeling the “pregnancy is awesome” thing like I did with my first son (my 2nd was not as pleasant, but better than this 3rd time around by comparison). It sucked. I whined about it here (and at home). Then I got to the 2nd trimester turning point and was feeling much better. I started getting back into that “pregnancy is awesome” groove and I was feeling pretty great. Though I never did get that energy back that you are supposed to get since I’ve pretty much remained exhausted much of the time (despite son #2 FINALLY starting to sleep through the whole night). But other than that, feeling good, and baby has been doing great.

It was only a few weeks ago when someone was asking me how I was doing/feeling, and I replied that I was “Feeling great! I don’t seem to have all those aches and pains and woes that I remember from the last time…” Then maybe a week later, boom. The typical third trimester woes started kicking in. Sciatica and back pain? Check. Hip pain? Check. Impossible to get comfortable in bed and so the inevitable insomnia? Check. Choking on my stomach acid in the middle of the night? Check. Impossibly hot all the time? Check. Yay pregnancy! Yay me! Are we done yet? I’m sure the couple heat waves we have had back to back this summer haven’t helped.

So that is where I am at. I am very fortunate in that baby has been looking healthy, looking great. Despite the Gestational Diabetes and my super intense cravings for sweets and all things sugary (to which I occasionally give in), baby is measuring on track and does not appear to be giant sized (yet). Now the important thing we need to do is decide on a name. The conversation comes up occasionally with an “oh yeah, we better decide on a name…” and then we don’t get much farther than that. Don’t worry, this poor baby will not be nameless. We eventually will come up with one we both agree on. (Yes we know the gender. No I’m not sharing it here. But ask me privately and I’ll tell you)

For now, just counting down the weeks and days until I am no longer pregnant. Looking forward to September.


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This is Where I Whine About 1st Trimester

somebody call the whaambulance

Sad baby J

Somebody call the Whaaaaambulance! I am nearing the end of the first trimester (thank god) and let’s just say that the last several weeks have been a big suck-fest. Hopefully the next couple weeks fly by and then I’ll done with this crap be back to myself… right?

So let’s tally it up. Exhaustion? Check. That constant hung over feeling? Check. Feeling sick when you eat? Check. Feeling sick when you DON’T eat? Check.

Outside the queasiness, the worst part has been just the sheer exhaustion. It doesn’t help when I have a 1 year old that is teething and keeping me up most nights. My energy has been a 2 on a scale of 10. And the prospect of a nap is rare.

Of all 3 pregnancies, this one has been the worst. With my first, I didn’t have a lick of morning sickness. If I didn’t see the positive pregnancy test, I would hardly know I was pregnant back then. With my 2nd, I thought I would be lucky enough to be in the clear, but that was not the case, and the nausea hit me like a ton of bricks.  The 3rd time is not a charm either and I feel more useless than the first two times. Too bad I have 2 kids to chase after this time. Oh well. This part is temporary and almost over.

It is all supposed to be a sign of a healthy pregnancy and I know it is a blessing to be pregnant at all. Sorry that I am not rejoicing in my condition at the moment. This too shall pass and I will soon be over this and feeling better. That is what I am repeating to myself over and over.

So, This is Happening…

babe#3_8wks

Surprise!  There’s a baby in there!

As the above picture shows, a pleasant surprise and new blessing is on the way in our household. In late September, will are expecting our third (and last) baby. This ultrasound was from last week, where we saw our tiny little bean with the heart beating away. So things are looking good so far.

We told our families on valentines (go on below to see the video), and of course we told the boys. Well, Nathan is obviously not old enough to understand, so we told Joey. Joey’s reaction at first was a little upset, and he asked “Well, what about Natey?!?” As if we were going to replace him. Once we reassured him that Nathan was not going anywhere, he started taking to the idea. So Joey is excited about his new little brother or little sister on the way. I ask him which he prefers, and it changes daily. Sometimes sister, sometimes another brother.

So yep. This is happening. Baby #3 is on its way.